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Gedicht: Forget the pain

Hallo allemaal


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Forget the pain


Everyday i try to forget the pain.
I want you to bury me.
Depart me into oblivion.

I’m here from the start
I can’t seem to forgive myself.
I come undone.
I’m screaming in my head,
when i see what’s wrong.
I’m screaming, … bleeding.
Death is seeding.

My hand upon the gun.
I cannot stand this beating.
Every time i see my own sorrow.
My life, …the dirt i stand upon.
I shoot myself through my heart and brain.

I need peace.
From it’s rage inside me.
Peace within my mind.
When i rather die.
I can’t find recess within my mind

I’m Digging a hole in the mud.
A fortress of sand and water is all I’ve got.
Every time i look back it hurts.
These walls i crave are slowly caving in.

In the dirt i collected my life.
Sinking deeper and deeper.
The water, a disease.
The pain has broken my sweet embrace.
I want to relief.

I keep digging but i ain’t seem winning.
It has buried me alive.
To win from the disease.
I need to get up and rise tonight.

I ceep screaming in my head.
When i see they’re well being.
I want you to stop killing me.

Now i am torn and broken.
There’s nothing left.
Neither a shadow nor a ghost.

My departure, a sad departure.